The girl who haunts me.

Take my stomach
and grip it like a vice.

Take my heart
and peirce it with ice.

Take my head
make it go haywire.

Take my lungs
set them on fire.

Take my limbs
put em on the fritz

Take my soul
and darken it just a bit.


It's so incredible
I can't forget you.
Oh how I wish I could.

It's so unbelievable
I wish I never met you.
Cuz it's too hard to say bye for good.

So be my injury
My frostbitten foot.
Be the death of me
The poisoned cup.


Take my strength
sap it out

Take my anger
bring it out

Take my sorrow
sow it and reap

Take my joy
and emptiness steep

Take my pride'
make it a worthless asset

Take my mind
play it like a broken cassette



It's so horrible
I still remember.
Oh how I wish I didn't.

It's so crazy
My feelings for you.
Darling you were heaven sent.

So be my passion
be my craving
take my time
make it worth saving


Take my time
fill it with you

Take my words
let them be true

Take my days
make em brighter

Take my nights
make em quieter

Take my thoughts
fill them with love


This is my confession
It's been over a year.
Take my words
Please hold them dear.
Of all the girls
I ever knew.
There is no one in the world like you.
It's cliche I know.
But I've never felt this way before.
The lack of the following:

1. Shortness of Breathe
2. Butterflies in my Stomach.
3. Sweaty Palms
4. Lightheadedness
5. Inability to speak.

I just can't ignore.

The feeling hurts.
More than thousands of knives.
The feeling of dying whenever I think of you.
If sorrow could kill.
I'd be dead.
Love must heal.
Cuz I'm still alive.

Don't you realize.
Can't you realize.
My list (the one every guy has)
of all the atributes of my "Perfect Dream Girl"
You possess none of them.
Ironic isn't it.
I love you, more than the English language can describe.
No lust, or need for physical satisfaction.
I get a high from your very presence.
Call me crazy.
Call me Ill.

I don't know if there is a word
that describes how I feel.
I'm not the most masterful of words.
BUt the only one that seems to fit
is "I love you."
But in an unconventional way.
Like a feeling of frienship but incredibly strong.
So before I go.
Just one more time.

I love you.
But I'm unsure of what that means.


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I plan to edit this into a song.

Either Acoustic Soul.
Or Emo.
Or A Perfect Circle Style.
Or Folksy.
Or Something Else.